Always feel unfair!

The more I think about it the more I'm unhappy.

Just had an argument with mum because of clearing my sis's cat litter.

I know I would sound as a selfish sister and daughter but I was just grumbling!

I was tired from yesterday and today long day.

I had to attend classes, wedding and work.

Can't just let me grumble?

Moreover, my sis should be responsible for the cat.

I'm always the one who suck it up to it, living with it, so haven I been kind enough?

My mum also one kind who always like to bring out saying that she helped out the chores for me which makes me feel like I owe her for it.

For years, she's been saying this. Sickening leh..

Then might as well I just leave the house and rent a room, then she will stop saying this?

Now, my sis has been living at her husband house so she got the excuse for saying she helped me with the chores.

However, I find that it's an advantage for her what. She is even more relaxed now.

And that's doesn't shows that she dote me lor.. Tsk

Yes, it doesn't take hours to clear it but the issue here is that she doesn't like to clear this kind of shit, so do I.

Whatever it is, she should know that whenever I heard that I need to clear, I will be damn unhappy.

Just that I'm rather tired and that why I was hot-headed than usual so I was very blunt with my words with her.

Reflect

It was supposed to be a happy meetup with GM but turns out the other way round.

I am a person who hates it when I am meeting up with someone, I showed a happy face to him/her, but the other party doesn't reciprocate.
It makes me feels like shit.
For that, I had an argument with her which spoils our mood for almost the whole meet up.
I thought my anger management was good but I don't know why today, I flared up at her.
Actually it was not the first time she did that but today I was super pissed off that I scolded her using the f word.
It was the first time that I angrily scold her using the f word even though I do use it jokingly before.
By the way, I was tearing when scolding her., like mix emotion wtf.
I guess she was very hurt by me that she walked away saying "think before what you said".
I was so determined that what I said was right that I messaged her and continue to scold her.
Sounds like I am a bad friend. Sigh~

Anyway, after that we were alright, still continue as per our plan but both of our mood were not like very happy anymore.
Luckily, this issue doesn't affect our friendship.

Seriously one cannot step on my tail, if not I will really give them shit.
I had times when I do speak without thinking the consequence as well.
So don't see me like one good person but when I got really pissed off, you won't know the reason why you die.
And that is my weakness, because I dislike to speak my mind because truth doesn't sound nice.
It seems a difficult thing for me to do.
It's only when I was asked, then I will say it.
And when I say it, I will cry..
I know this sound silly but I guess its my character problem. :(
Maybe she's my closest of all, that's why my words can be very sharp without thinking the consequences that it might hurt her feeling.
For this, I need to reflect on my character.

TOTALLY UNBELIEVABLE - CASE CLOSED

Its my first time encountering a situation whereby someone stolen my photo.
And being the shameless someone, he/she used my photo to enter a contest.
Wow! Thank you because this shows that my photo is really beautiful so you used it to enter the contest right?
However, I think it is really immoral of you to do that!

Earlier on, I entered the Sony: Capture your Travel in Style photo contest.
After I post my second photo, which I took in my Korea trip at Everland, I was shocked to see the same photo with another person name on it.


This person Khor Bee Yin, I really wonder who is that who submitted it.
I tried to track him/her but its nearly impossible.
I told my sis about it and she tried to use Photoshop application to analyse, compare and indeed it shows that its my photo because everything matches.
Really regretted not putting watermark.

As I said that I have posted the same photo too, you can see it at https://captureyourtravel.sony-asia.com/gallery/photo/3040
His/Her link is https://captureyourtravel.sony-asia.com/gallery/photo/3036
You can see that her photo size is smaller than mine which obviously he/she might have cropped the photo from my Instagram!
While mine is uploaded in the original size which is why my photo size is bigger than hers!


Proving to you that this is my photo which I uploaded in Instagram


And in my Facebook

I just cannot believe a totally same photo can be taken by different person so coincidentally.
Like totally the same? Cannot be right!

I've wrote an email under the Sony website and see if anything can be done or not, since the contest page doesn't have a report photo link.
Sigh.. I hope there's something can be done because its my photo!
I hope to get a reply from Sony soon. =/


EDIT
Sony Singapore finally replied to my email and they said that its a techical glitch with the server. It is not that my photo is stolen.
Ok great. So case closed! :)
Thanks Sony Singapore for the prompt reply.

Ruined Wedesday!

So when I become really angry, I will become a typing warrior.
In a way, I will vent out my anger by sharing my thoughts on social media.
Or even when I'm angry with someone, he/she will have a taste of my not so nice to see English.
But usually, I am a nice person okay.. :)

My morning was usual today.
When I reached the train station at Khatib, it was crowded.
Well, its was a usual sight so i thought to myself, maybe when the train come a little faster, and also a seatless cabin train come, I could get into the train.
I waited and waited for about 15mins..
Seeing so many people couldn't get in, and each frequency is like 2mins+, I got impatient.
The hot and shining sun kept shining on my face making me feel worst.
I decided to train down to Yishun hoping that it won't be so crowded so I can get into the train.
However, there were even more people waiting in Yishun!
After which, I heard an announcement saying that track fault has occurs in Marina bay thus the delay.

So yeah due to anger, I ranted in my Facebook because twitter couldn't post my tweets.
Moreover, Facebook has no limited to the amount of letters I typed.
Here's what...



I decided to wait another 15mins at Yishun before deciding to take a bus to work.
For my 3 working years in KTPL, it is the first time I took a bus to my office which located at Bugis.

FYI, taking bus there will takes about 1hr+ to reach and if I take train, it will be about half an hour.
Since I'm so late, I might as well let it be then.
I just feel that taking bus might take me to my destination faster than taking a train today.
Somemore, it's cooling in the bus and I got a seat as well.

During time like this, I wished to have car..
At least a car doesn't need to stop at every stops to for alighting or boarding passenger.
It will be faster but depends on road condition.
And it's not so expensive than cab right? Haha..

Not sure what time I will reach office, but I got to extend my working time depending on the time I reach my office. Super sian..
I estimate my knocked off time to be between 6.30pm to 7pm today!
Usually end work at 5.30pm but because of this shit I am going home later. Argh!!

Alright I gonna stop here because my phone battery is running low now..
Sigh~ Seriously a ruined Wednesday..

Colourless

在我的黑白世界里，只有你才能增添色彩！


This weekend gonna be a boring one.
I wanna go out and enjoy but school is taking up my time.
Dont feel like stay home however not staying over at BF's place cos of his tomb sweeping on Sunday morning.
Thus, i only could meet him only Sunday afternoon.
School again next weekend.
Its ongoing for 3 weeks! Sobs!
After which, we gonna take up 1 weekend for few hours for revision with the girls.
If not i wouldnt know if i will pass or not.
Exam falls on June, about 2 months more!
Hopefully, i can pass if not i'll be wasting my money. :(

'Nuff said, really not looking forward to this weekend.

I CAN'T STAND THIS ATTITUDE!

Seriously, i cannot stand guys being so over protective and over sensitive!
Its like the girls are birds being caged by you guy or what?
Protective and being sensitive about your girlfriend is good in a way but not to over.

Can you imagine a just cos another guy 'like' or comment on the girl FB page and your bf start quarreling, making noise about it?
Sounds so damn ridiculous right?
Its not like they are engaged physically but just a FB like or comment only what~
Moreover its only guy friend!
What wrong with having guy friend anyway?

Then the guy threatened the girl that they going find the guy trouble.. damn childish lea!!
Sometime wrong with their mind?
I thought grown up should already know how think?
Or their brain is at their butt one ah?

I know i sound so bad.
But the more i think about this issue, the more angry i gets.
I encountered this incident previously so i know how it really feels like.
It really sucky!
Thank god, this time my boy is not like this! :)

My Life is so BORING!

I've been complaining bored for this whole freaking weeks!
Wonder whats wrong with me as well..


I SERIOUSLY NEED SOME EXCITEMENT!
SPICE IT UP FOR ME!

Boring Thursday

Hello!
Trying to blog using thing blogpress application.
I want to see how this works.

Feeling very bored now and it's on 10.10am.
Just pass 1hr and there's still 7h to 5.30pm.
Couldn't stand this boredness!

AND I COULDNT WAIT UNTIL NOVEMBER TO COME!
Planning to go Taipei with bf again! Hee..
Now we are just saving up money to buy the air tix and booking of hotel.
Nov should be a winter season there.
I hope it would be fun still.

A few on my friends are going overseas this few weeks.
I am so envy!
Never mind. I shall wait for my turn to come. :p


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Location:Beach Rd,,Singapore

Taking out a few minutes to blog. . .

Its raining heavily outside right now.
In the office, there's only 3 of us.
MD took a half day off while the sales guy is out to meet customer.
This week, i am rather free.
Sometimes i feel bad.. (taking money and not working.)
Its like i am being paid to surf webs, facebook. -.-"
I feel so fake cos i acted i am doing work..
I also dislike nth to do because the time pass very slowly..

Only my sales guy know that i am very free.
He still asked me to surf web loh..
Maybe the jap guys knew that i am quite free too, i dunno.. Haas~

Gonna have a short meeting later.
Hope it would take like around 1hr.
The longer time it takes, the shorter time to 5.30PM. ;p

Growing Sideways

*SCREAMS OMG!!!!!!!!!*
Damn it, i wonder when was the last time i execrised?
My tummy is getting bigger, so does my thigh.
Now my bottom size is getting larger! OHNO!
I got to control my food intake and do more sit ups already. :(

Stressful and Tiring day..

Its only Boss and me in office today.
Very bored you know?
But i still survive through the day lah.

钱真的不容易赚啊~
When i was left alone in the office for 2hours, i rushed my work like a mad woman.
My heart beats faster when the time is nearer knocking off time.
Because i cannot finish my stuff.
Very stress lea~
But i still manage to leave at around 6.10pm.

Seriously, i duno what the hell i am doing.
I need somebody to 拉我一把, but like nobody can help.
Please hire one more to help me.
I really want to stay for about 2years.. HAHA~

After the stressful day, i went for my facial and a little massage to revive myself.
好啦，我该睡觉了。
希望明天会更好啦~
じゃあ、またね。

Wrong decision!

I should have just skipped class today.
Got humiliated in class.
Just because i didnt speak up whereby others always speak up.
I expected the ZERO for participation.
Its not that i arent aware.
I really don give a damn about it.
If you want to give zero then give it.
You doesnt need to say it in front of the class.
Damn it man seriously~!

SHUCKS~!

"When one person never do their job correctly. others will be affected."

Anyway, i am alone today...
On my 2nd last day...
Yeeboon is on MC...
And no one is appointed to do work with me...
Yes, my tone is very monotonous here.. if you can imagine~

Still haven have my lunch time at this time, 1.17PM.
Waiting for someone to come back so that i can inform him then go for lunch.
Dispatch time will be delayed.

Blah~
I tot i could leave office earlier today to get my stuff done.
But i guess not now.
Sianness..

When is my lunch time?
When is my lunch time~? :S

我要发泄！

一个人心里在想什么，自己最清楚。
别人是不会懂的。
一个人可以隐藏真正的自己，就是带着微笑。
别人是看不出来的。
我可以放声大笑，但没有人知道我心里是在想什么。。

Sometimes I will think.. Had I walked through a different life, would I have been happy?
It seems that i am not so happy afterall..
Be it the past or the present.

Why do i always feel that i am alone?
Why is there no one standing by me?
YES I MEAN NO ONE!
Hais.. dont feel like explaining..
Not much of any use..
Yes, bottled it all up is my specialty.




Every time I Look Into Your Eyes
太多　心裡話　怎麼　說不出來
煩惱都隨著你搖擺　愛你成依賴

Like as if I've done wrong

每天在公司的时候看到一些同事给attitude就算了。
妈的~ 连吃饭的时候 ，那些小贩卖你吃的也给attitude就真的太离谱了！
今天，去了马来摊买了他们的食物。
因为我不吃辣所以她连问都没问就帮我加了sambal。
我都没有生气，她还敢对我说这句："next time can inform earlier?"
我什么都没说就走了。
之后我越想越不开心，越想越没有道理。
我因该对她说："you should have the courtesy to ask right?"
不要说我鄙视马来人，连华人也是一样。
好像我是欠他们什么，又不是我没钱买他们的东西。
Kopitiam 小贩的态度真的很有问题。
食物有贵，服务又这么差！
我还觉得hawker centre 的小贩比较热情多了。

Irritated.
Spoiling my damn mood even on my break time.
F UP service seriously!!

Suckyyyyyyy Monday!!

It's the bitch day today!
No wonder I encounter so many bitches today.
Feel so angry and innocent being scolded even it's not my fault at all.
What the hell man..

I can never understand human.
Why are there so many different kind of people?
Why are we created this way?
Everyday I'm seeing so many people in the hospital.. Talking to many people..
Some are nice, some not bad, some are not.
I wonder if one treats one bad, will they get bad karma in return?
I hope so.. So that they will know how we feel if being treated in a bad manner.

I know I might sound ignorant...
When we are young, people says nurses are like angels but in fact they are not at all.
Haha.. I'm not saying all are not angels.
But some are really bitchy.

Oh well..
I guess this is the real world~

Disappointed with You

The last few sentence i typed to you in msn, you didnt even replied me at all..
I am really disappointed with you.
I really duno what are you thinking?
Its not that we didnt take any initiative to ask you out at all.
Even if we asked, there sure will be lot and lot of excuses coming out from you.
Its not the first time already.
Therefore, this time i will let you arrange..
And i guess you will not make a date at all..
Maybe because we are not important in your heart already..
I really cannot remember when was the last day i saw you also..
I guess during Xmas last year.. like 3months plus ago?
Hais..
如果一个人有心，她就会自动。

You can post anywhere and everywhere saying about friendship.
But do you think you know anything about friendship?

And another thing..
If you are not happy about anything...
Just say it out to us and dont post here and there and go beating around the bush shooting people.
It feels so weird when you reply me in FB or MSN, you can act like nothing really happen.
But when i saw your blog or FB status, you are like referring about me/us..

Seriously, who are you to be disappointed with us?
We should be the one!!

Irritated!

Nowadays my sister's friend is staying over like everyday.
Its like weird loh..
I've my own room yet i have to stay outside the living room using my laptop.
If not, i will be sleeping in bro's room since he's in NS.

Very pissed off with them somehow.
The room is in a mess and it smells lah.
WTF!
Seriously pissing me off~
Its not that i am not showing any sympathy.
But they wanna keep the dog, they didnt even manage it well loh..

And because sis always go out early, then very late at night come back.
I need to sleep as i have to work the next day..
She's not even considerate.
Making noise and woke me up.

Seriously, there are so many things bothering me already..
I still have to get fed up with this kind of small matter..
She just have to keep the room clean, and its not that difficult wat..
How old already...?
Next year, she's going 21 yet still behaving like small kids.
Still need mum, grandma or me to nag..
And nagging still cannot make things better somemore.
She will only get irritated.

Well, its her life.
She's just no life lah..

Heavy-Hearted

If you dont bother..
Then i will not bother as well..
So lets not bother about each other then..

HATE MY HAIR

GAHHHH!!
I HATE MY HAIR NOW~
Shall I try perming like Chen Yi Han?



Since my hair length is almost the same as the above?
But ahh.. my hair is layered. :(

I will be back to bangs definitely.
Hate my fringe now!

*considering considering*