I'm COUNTING down~

Been asked by people almost everyday...
"Hey, when your last day?"
Yes, 19 OCT 09 is my last day~
So its 20days from today..

Sobs, i am going jobless soon..
I want to leave the place so much.
On the other hand, i dont feel like leaving already cos they are going to make us change seat and i do not need to seat beside Sheena already loh..
Wahhh lauuuuu..
Why the arrangement starts on 12 OCT!! >_<

Well anyway, Sheena din even ask to make me stay anyway.
Guess she heard enuff of me saying i am going to study, i don wan to stay and so on..
So i guess.. yaaaa.... LOL!
Some of the people wanted me to stay.
But the top management made their choice and i hope they regretted like hellll~ =X
Because their choice was so wrong and even some dont even think that its good.
Anyway, it doesnt concerned me anymore after i left~

Today is the close for the last PD.
JDE was down.
Couldnt check any much status.
OAs, planners all so free.
I am quite free too..
I could only do what's on my hand.
Shari on MC.
Tomorrow i will discuss with her about the changing seat.
And yeah, Jonathan is not behind me anymore. WAHAHAHA!

TRIP CONFIRM!
And will be going out of town, again with my baobei for the 1st week of NOV!
Just about one more month away only!!
Though we only go to a part of Malaysia, but still glad to leave SG for abit of relaxation~ ^_^
Cant wait~!!!!

Happiness

Watched 芳心有李 just now.
Fann & Christopher finally got married.
Haha.. happy for them of course.

I watched the short film their production made for them, 神雕侠饼, i laughed until my tears dropped.
Its so super funny and they are really damn creative man..

And god, they went Maldives for shooting.
I WANNA GO THERE in future. ^-^

Anyway, Congrats the newly wed. (:

BoA - まもりたい～White Wishes～

まもりたい～White Wishes～ which mean I want to protect ～White Wishes～
Coming out this year DEC.
It will be a theme song for a Wii game - Tales of Grace
The trailer of the game seems nice. :P
Somemore its RPG game!!!!

Wii - Tales of Graces


Heard some part of the song.
And its really nice.
Cant wait for it to be out soon!! =D

Angry BUT Whatever

Yes yes..
You will never ever see the good things that I've done.
Sometimes, i wonder whats the point man.
Since ur brain only think of me not doing the good thing, then i shall not do the good things lorrrr.
You will never appreciate anyway~

WHATEVER!

^0^

Met up with boyfriend today.


Tried tarts without the fruits today.
Was okay, but if you eat a lot, you will get sick of it.

Off to AMK hub to search pants for his sis wedding.
NYNY for dinner.
And have a walk around AMK before going back home..


I AM SO TEMPTED TO GET HTC DIAMOND 2!!
But its expensive!!



Oh well..
I just have to control my temptation~ :(

More of Eriko's Photo~

Went to see Veron today with Hanisha.

Its my first time carry a baby.
Really afraid cos i am inexperience enough. Hehe~

Isnt she cute??? xD
Love to see her open her eyes. Hehe~
Cant wait to see Erika soon~


More pics @Facebook

Godmother of Twin

Finally the day has come~
Today, Eriko (JieJie) & Erika (MeiMei) Chua has been born into this world.
I AM A GODMOTHER OF THE TWIN~

Thinking back to March when i accompany Ver to check up at KK.
The first time, i saw the twin egg.
Now i see them as babies..
Then years down the down i will see them grow up~ Woo!
Am thinking so far now.. :O

Anyway, went to KK to see Ver Mama after work.
Kaman, Steph and Yan were there at around the same time.
Was so excited.
Saw the babies.
But could only get to see Eriko as Erika is small and she has to be in the "oven".
Was rather wasted cos i didnt took Eriko's photo when the nurse carried her to the glass and let us see. :(
I took it again when the nurse was feeding her.





Will go down tomorrow again~
Hopefully i could take a photo of her.


CONGRATS VER & KEL~ :)

Pink Rose

Wonder when was the last time i received a rose?
Flower just make a girl happy~ ^-^

狼狈的一天

Almost fainted when i was going to bathe just now.
Saw a flying cockcroach which is 30cm away from me.
I let out a loud scream and ran to the living room.
My bro and dad is so bad.
They didnt offer help to kill it.
I have to use the insecticide and kill it myself. *sobx*

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By the way, met up with Sheau Wei in the noon time.
Ate and shopped at Bukit Panjang Plaza.
Until 4pm+ was wondering how to go East Coast from there.
Thanks to Hui San who told me that we can take Bus 966 from Pending Road.
But Sheau Wei wasnt sure of the right place so we sort of went round CCK..
In the end stopped at Senja station and took train to Pending station.
Very sweaty and tiring.

Took the 966 bus for half an hour before we reached Parkway Parade.
Still, we have to walk down Goldkist Chalet.
By the time we reached Rane's chalet, we were almost half-dead.
Anyway, Rane is my colleague who got ROM today.
Congrats her..

Sheau Wei and I didnt stayed long.
Went off at 9pm.
Took bus to Bedok to eat and trained back home..

I am not a talker, but a listener.
But when i am with her.. I can be a talker and a listener.
We talked anything under the sun.. for today's case its under the moon. :p
Sat down at a bench, with a cool breeze and we talked.
Heart to heart one.
The feel is so nice.

I feel so sad suddenly.
One day will we lost touch? Hope not..
I leaving the company soon.
Next year, she's planning to go Taiwan to study..
I cannot imagine our laughter and all will be gone one day... :(

JB Trip~

Went JB with my baobei today.
Thanks him for not giving me empty promise.

We just went to the near mall which called City Square.
Ate at KIM GARY which is so cheap~~
SGD$15 bucks for 4 meals + 2 drinks.
Then we shopped around..
I find that some clothing (something like from Bugis, and not the branded kind), are quite cheap..
I got 2 clothings and dear bought a blazer for his sis wedding too.

We walked until 5pm.
Then we cabbed down to Taman Sri Tebrau to eat.
Had our very full dinner even though we ordered not much..





After which, we bus-ed back to SG.
Reached home at around 8pm.
Sis ask me to buy chilli crab for them.
In the end, blamed me for getting con. WTF!


MY DIY MANICURE~
Love it. *wink*


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Cheers to happy ending..
Cheers to long lasting sista-ships. YYY!
Everyone has a part to play~ :)

Should just laugh it off~

Its seems no point to do something good.
Cos' people dont appreciate..
I'm not saying that you should return me a favour but at least shows that you appreciate lah..
Giving me a cold shoulder..
Or, talked to me in a not bothered tone.
And worst, scold me. -_-"

Well, thats fine.. thats fine..
Will get numb afterward..
I am known for ear in ear out..
So, i should just laugh if off then..


I will only appreciate those who appreciate me~ (:

喜事连连~

Within this and next month, its like happiness day?
What i meant is that 1 of my colleague is getting ROM this week and next monday will be another colleague getting married.
Then dear's sis also getting married.
Fann Wong and Christopher Lee too..
And soon, i am going see my 2 god daughters coming to this world le..

Wonderful 2 months~ ^-^

Hopeless~

Whatever it is....

Ignorant is Bliss.

AND

Think Positive. :)

If you think that way, then i've nothing to say...

Saying that i am changing?
In what way?
Little respond? -Are you sure?
Little post? -That's because i've nothing much to write about.

The reason for me to send that sms to you both on 09 Sept 09 was because that was what i felt.
One dont really bother about msn/sms us.
Seems MIA but she's not.
And i dont even know why or what happen to her suddenly.
Then the other one..
I know what's she going through..
But maybe because of the emails the day before i send the sms..
Which makes me feel like when you need me, you find me to entertain you..
If there's other ppl for you, you wont need me anymore.
And when you back home, i'll be the ok one to go over to meet you.
Maybe its one-sided thinking..
I dunno because i din asked.

In all of your hearts, i am the good, no temper, middle person for you both..
You both only think for yourselves.
And i have to think for you both too..
To start contacting you..
BUT who to come and think for me lea?
To me, i feel that i am so easily forgotten by you both if you dont need me anymore right?

Ok, so about that little respond that you've said.
I am really wondering right now..
After the sms sent to you, i still initiate to talk to you.
Dont tell me yesterday afternoon, the one who chatted with you is not Tan Jing Ru?
Moreover, you also din really initiate to talk to me at all lea..
Minus off that day the conversation which i din reply, because i know i am transparent...

By the way, i didnt wanted to type any nasty post.
But since you stated that i've changed, then i guess i have to clear my names, explained before you all want to point fingers at me.

As you've known me for so long, i am known for a good temper.
I dont really throw temper at you all..
But if you all want to treat me this way, i have nothing to say loh..

I am human..
Just like you all.
And you're not me, you wont know how i feel..

好人还是没好报。

Sunday <3

I made this breakfast this morning for my baobei. :O

Actually, yesterday i told him in MSN that i am craving for American Breakfast.
Was expecting him to say we go swensen to eat or what.
But he asked me to cook for him. -_-"
At first, i thought he not being serious.
In the end, he was serious about it.

So, this morning i woke up earlier at 8.30am.
Went down to Northpoint Cold Storage to get the ingredients.
And by 11am, i done all the cooking and waited for him to come over my house and eat. :D
Eh, its 1st time i go into the kitchen for him.
As usual, the not confidence-in-cooking me, has to worry if the food is okay for him not. -.-
Lucky, the food is okay for him.


isometimeshatetoadmitthatseeinghimadayisnotenough......
andihatetoadmitthativebeenlovedbyyou...

2NE1 - I Don't Care

Song intro to me by sis..



hey playboy
its about time
and your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don’t care
that’s the only way you boys learn..

BLANK!

Whenever i wanna write something about how i feel..
My mind will just went blank.
Or i will feel that is it right to type it down?
Difficult position.
So i rather dont write anything..

Thursday @Clementi Partyworld

Actually, didnt really have the mood to blog.
So yah, i guess just let the pictures do the talking~









Back home at 12am.
Feeling very tired and sleepy the next day to work...

FUNNY!!

Super funny video that Sheau Wei posted in FB.

Micheal Jackson finally found his pen.. and who is it who gave it to him??

ZERO-NINE

09hours 09 mins 09 sec..
Day 09, Month 09, Year 09..

Insomnia???

Arghhhhh...
It's going 1am and I still can't get to sleep.
Using itouch to blog now.
First time trying this out.
Not a easy thing to do cos of the keypad. -.-

Hais still got to try get back to sleep.
There's work tomorrow.

Hate to sleep where tomorrow Is Monday cos I always have to toss and turn before going to dreamland. :(
Or maybe can't get to sleep due to thoughts in mind???

:D

Dear brought me to eat Korean food yesterday.
It was located at Chinatown, Mosque Street.
The name of the Korean restaurant is Togi.
But the food was nice.
And there were a lot of customer.









Luckily the spiciness is still bearable for us both.
But both of us still ate until we had runny nose. LOL!
Oh yah, its my first time eating in an authentic Korea restaurant.
Boss are korean and most of the servers are korean too.

After which, we went Vivocity to watch I Love You, Beth Cooper.
Before watching, we still have some time so we walked around.
At The Challenger, i saw a trailer of a game which seems to be like Diablo.
And its really is Diablo 3.
Like finally coming out soon?
Bro and Mum should be excited about the game.. LOL!
Hope they buy the game so i can play oso.. :p


Anyway, about the show..
Its a comedy show.
Quite a nice show actually. =)

After which, we bus-ed back my home.
And today he accompany me the whole day until he left for home at night.

Mum's 44!

Its mum's 44 birthday today.
Sis and I decided to bring her out to eat.
Planned to ask dad, dear, bro and his gf, and sis bf.
But dad will have a private celebration with her on Sunday.
Dear on standby.
Bro wont be booking out until Sunday or Monday..
Sis bf booked out late.
So, in the end only 3 of us..

After work, i went Northpoint to buy a small cake.
Put it in my bag and till the end, then i bring out the cake.
But the cake become an almost disaster. -_-"

Anywayyyyyy, we went to eat Sakura Buffet at YCK.
Super full!
I guess i am getting fatter nowadays. :(

Was actually deciding if we should go watch G Force.
But due to the time slot and mum has to work tomorrow, we cancelled it and went home.

OHH! I realise that my age is half of my mum's and dad's.
They are 44 this yr, while i am 22.
Sucha coincidence~! :D

Its a headache to think for a title..

Well, and again tomorrow its Friday already.
But i only meet baobei on Saturday. Missesssssss~ :p

Nothing much to update about actually.
Seems like most of my weekdays, i am very free.
After work, go home then use laptop. HAHA~
Sucha routine.. AND I HATE ROUTINE~~!!
But i find its quite ok nowdays having this life..
Maybe because after work i feels tired.
So i'll just go home straight and rest.
Its good, dont you think so? =)

Work is......

Haha.. almost fall aslp during work..


Was chatting with my junior from sec sch.
Was rather sad that he told me, he's going for an operation cos of a tumour.
Hais.. Not the 1st that i heard of. :(
I guess when human gets older, health also not going good.
So my dear friend, please take care of your health and body ok.. =)

I guess its the first time i hear guys problem.
And he told me about a girl that he likes.
Like, hmm.. in this world there's still a 痴情男子？
I am nt too sure, is it a small boy thinking but the words he put in..
Maybe can melts a girl heart? Haha~

Dear's com dead.
He's not online and he's slping early.
So I'll join him soon too. =)
Nites all~

Finished Jap version of Hana Yori Dango

YES!
Finished Jap version of Hana Yori Dango.
The drama + movie.
I loved it!
Especially when you sees Domoyji's mum in the drama..
She always dislike Makino.
But in the movie, in the end she accepted her.
I was so happy for Makino too. :D
And Hanazawa Rui, my favourite guy in the movie!! Y!
I guess the korean and jap version of Hanazawa Rui is my dream guy.:p

Hehe.. Enuff of these nonsense..
So i shall start the korean version next!

Oh, I Love one of the Jap songs from the movie.. =D

Aiko-KissHug


友達だなんて一度も思った事はなかった
あなたに出逢ったその日から
変わってしまったのもあるけど
変わらない事の方が
あなたもあたしも多いよ
we're friends but there wasn't anything to think about
since the day i met you
there are things that have changed but
the things that haven't changed
are much more numerous for you and for me

暑い帰り道に見えなくなるまで
本当に小さくなるまで見ていた
あなたが好きだったの
今も今も…
walking on the warm path back until i can't see you anymore
i watched until you became really small
i am so in love with you
now too, now too...

夏髪が頬を切る
また年を重ねてきっと思い出す
あなたの影　あたしの言葉
You Love　You Love…
----------
your summer hair cuts off your face
as another year passes surely we will remember
your shadow and my words
You Love You Love...

3つめ4つめと数えた星の涙に願う
あなたの傍にずっと居たい
wishing on the tears of stars i've been counting for 3 or 4 times
i want to be always beside you

まだ知らない事だらけの背中と背中を合わせて聞こえてきた音
壊れても仕方ない程に熱い
there are still many things i do not understand like the sound i hear when our backs touch
its so hot that it has to break

光に手をかざして隙間から見えた通り雨カゲロウ
あなたの影　あたしは想う
You Love　You Love…
-----------
the shimmering light in the rain that i saw through the cracks between my fingers
your shadow and my thoughts
You Love You Love...

暑い帰り道に見えなくなるまで
本当に小さくなるまで見ていた
あなたが好きだったの
今も今も…
walking on the warm path back until i can't see you anymore
i watched until you became really small
i am so in love with you
now too, now too...

夏髪が頬を切る
また年を重ねてきっと思い出す
あなたの影　あたしの言葉
泣き顔怒った顔突然唇に触れた唇も
傍にいると誓った証
You Love　You Love…
You Love　You Love…
I Love…
-----------------
your summer hair cuts off your face
as another year passes surely we will remember
your shadow and my words
a tear stained face, an angry face and the lips that suddenly touched mine
the testament i swore right beside you
You Love　You Love…
You Love　You Love…
I Love…

Wish & Wonder~

Weather is soooo nice to sleep.
Feeling sorta cold.
How I wish he's here to give me warmth. =p


有时我还蛮怀疑这种和你快乐的日子。
不是说我不喜欢啦。哈哈~
只是，在我的观念里事情或东西是不会永久的。
但如果这快乐与幸福的感觉能一直持续下去也还不错嘛~ :)

I think i should learn from the song lyrics below.
Sound so true and meaningful..

"我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多　反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天　快乐地看每一天"

私は愛する、　私のばか。