Summarizing April 2016

In a blink of an eye, 7 days has passed since my birthday.
I always love April because its my birthday month.
However, this year wasn't a good one for me.
I felt that I was so fragile in the month of April.
I can almost stick a tag to myself stating "Fragile! Please handle with care" to let people know that I am really fragile now and any small matter can break me into pieces. :(

Anyway the purpose of this post is to summarize my celebration with the important people who took the initiative to ask me out.
Be it celebration or catching up, I am very appreciate by the gesture.
Not forgetting those who also gave me gifts.
Thanks to all!

20 April 2016

Lunch treat from boss for CS and my birthday at Manna Korean Restaurant.

In the night, I met up with Winnie for dinner at Dazzling Cafe Pink.

This plate of Mentaiko Fries is good!
Chicken cutlet with sunny side eggs.

Matcha Waffles with Azuki beans



22 April 2016

Met up with Sheauwei at Vivocity and had lunch at Jamie's Italian Restaurant.








Came back home and saw dad give me a red packet!
Normally, he'd just gave me cash, but different this year. Haha~


23 April 2016

New DP and I feel chio. hahaha~
However, I feel like I got cheena face.
DID NOT edit my features and filter but I know I looked quite different.
It is because due to my makeup. :)

Anyway, actual day leave it to hub-to-be.

At first, he suggested to go for brunch but you see the past few days I had been having western food and I was sick of it.
So why you no ask me first? Lol..
In the end, I suggested to go for dim sum and we had it at Tak Po Chinatown.

I took picture to show my girlfriends and one of them ask what the round bun in green was.
She also commented that it looked like dinosaur egg. LOL!
So I took a second pic to show her..

Feeling and looking good that day, so need to do #OOTD lah...

Nothing much that day just walk around the town etc..
Then have dinner at Swensen..




30 April 2016

Today met up with another group of girls at CWP.
Its just another monthly catch up.
Didn't stay out long as I need to do assignment.


I haven been eating chocolate flavors for ice-cream.
I think its a good thing that I am exploring other flavors rather than just chocolate. Haha~



Alritey, time flies and in less than 1hr, it will be May!
MAY I conquer all obstacles and be stronger!
MAY everything gets better!
MAY everything be better for you too. :)

At Last Stage of 20s

祝我生日快乐！

是二十岁数的最后一个阶段喽～

在这最后的365天后就要踏出二十了！

已尽不年轻了！*哭哭*

很开心很庆幸在我完成人生的这个阶段前，我已满足自己的许多个愿望。

就像旅游啊去了很多地方，拿到驾照啊，做了眼睛的镭射手术（爱漂亮），还有最最最重要就是快要完成degree了！

但是毕业典礼可能会在明年的七月举行，因为今年的已错过了。:(

无论如何都在我三十岁之前满足了！

其实真的很需要谢谢许多帮助我的人。

如果没有他/她们的帮助，也许我也不会有闲杂这些成绩。

下个人生阶段已计划好就是结婚，建立家庭，生小孩！

这些都是个人生部分的考验。
啊~ 还有赚很多钱，更多旅行计划！哈哈~

人生苦短，有些人可能都没有我幸运，所以我也要知足。

波折是难免的，这样才会成长。

如果这些事都是命运，那我也会坦然的去完成它。

最后，我要谢谢帮我庆生，带我吃大餐，送我礼物的朋友们。
谢谢记得我的生日，问候我的朋友们。
谢谢爱我的人。

怒！

我明白也了解在这世界上有很多不同种类的人。
而不同的人也会有不同的期望。

工作也不只是如此而已，何必把自己弄成那么累。

但可能是最近因为太多压力了，所以心情低落。

加上朋友的关心，所以情绪失控哭了。

说起来是很丢脸的事，但我做了这么多年的工作，这里是受最多的委屈了。

我知道不用理会那些讨人厌的人，但是他们一而再再而三的激怒我，令我非常生气！

想一想，我是非常的傻啦……

要不是金积问题，我早就不在了，何必忍受这些…

唉～经过今天，我觉得我真的是不够坚强。

希望我可以再坚强一些！

I gonna go back stronger tomorrow!

频率

4几年前，我tweet过"Person with too much knowledge, bores me. Person w/o much knowledge, irritates me"。
我觉得人与人之间没有同样的频率是真的有点难相处。

就像一个人有很多的知识，但我不明白他在说什么，我会觉得那些话题很无趣。
相比之下，如果另一个人，没有我有的那个知识的程度，我会觉得丢牛弹琴，会让我很厌烦。

所以呢，我认为要有相同的频率相处就会无话不说，快乐，不无聊。
你认为呢？

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其实想了想有知识的比没知识来的好。

有知识的人会让我增添多点知识。

没知识的会让我更烦。

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Hello April~

Start of a new month, my favorite month of the year and its April's Fool Day!
Thought I'll start the month feeling better but doesn't really seem so.
For the past few days, I was very very busy with work.
To the point, I don't even know what I am doing anymore.
Maybe today I got a little worked up, and ranted too much, and almost scolded someone in the office.
Hence, I guessed I was being misunderstand as in a bad mood today.
Felt bad because it was my fault in the end.
Well, I did apologized to the person so I am not guilty. Haha..
Anyway, I was down with a bad cough and sore throat for the past few days but still need to carry on with work.
钱难赚啊~

I think sometimes when it comes to fate, it's difficult to escape from it.
Of all places where I thought it's not easy to bump into someone I might know, I was still able to bump into this person. -_-"
Well, I'll just treat it as its an April's Fool joke that fate has for me.

Hmm.. counting down to 20 plus days, I'll be entering the last year of being a twenty-something. #aging
Time for some reflection!
I'll be back.

Exhausted

Just back home from my class and finally my long weekend start!

Due to lack of rest last week, this week was a tiring one for me.

My mum and one of the sales guy in my office said my eyes looks swollen.

Jamie said I look tired and my eyes were red.

My classmates said I have a sleepy face today. D;

On Tues and Wed, my right eye got redness and I thought I had eye infection or what, but the redness subsides today as I slept earlier yesterday.

Sigh, I felt ineffective, inefficient at work and also unattractive already. :'( 

Ineffective and inefficient because work keep piling and I am unable to finish my own stuff but still got to do the additional stuff.
And well, sadly no one assured me that I am not.. 

Unattractive because I am sooo tired I don't even want to apply the slightest make up to work, e.g: draw my eyebrows.

I also feel that I am getting old, fat and 憔悴了. :"(

Hopefully, this long weekend can let me have a good rest.

However, come to think of it, I still got assignment not started yet and also need to help with family errands. WHY?!?!?!?! :(
Sighhh...

So doesn't mean that I don't smile means I am unfriendly.
I am just tired, I don't want to entertain.
I'm just tired all the time.. =/

Hectic Week!

Today is the last day of this week and I still couldn't have a good rest.

On my way to school right now and it's a full day class from (9am-6pm), having 2 modules.

It's like I am working full day. -.-

Hopefully this is my first and last full day class.

I wonder how I'm gonna survive today but I guess I will enjoy my afternoon class because it's Frankie's class!

Mix emotion, feeling so angry, tired and sleepy.

Even yesterday I can't sleep until as and when I want to wake up because I got to get up early to go dentist then meet my friends. :(

Work this week was super tiring as well as 2 of my team mates were on leave.

As I have extra workload now, I can't even slow down a little.

2 weeks to quarter end and hopefully April will be good.

Looking forward to long weekend next week so I can rest a little.

Bad friend

今天我才发现其实我是个坏朋友。

连问候都没有就否定人家。

对不知情的情况下伤害了别人。

我得检讨自己一下……

Everybody's Changing

Nowadays, I feel that everybody around me, are changing and I don't feel the same anymore.
It seems like its hard to interact with people.
Did I offend someone without knowing and hence people are treating me this way?
Maybe for one, I know I did.
However, for the others, I guess we're just getting distant.

When one's status changes, they feel highly of themselves and so they look down on people?
Sometimes it just so hard to interact with them and then get things done.
You are not the only one who feel the stress...
I am also a human and I don't feel that you got the right to treat me that way. :(

When one's status changes, why do the person move away from their usual circle?
Previously, we were able to talk nicely to each other but now it seems that we are so unfamiliar to each other.
If being formal is the way to go, then fine...

"If a friendship lasts longer than 7 years, psychologists say it will last a lifetime", I can surely say that this is a myth.
Sigh.. I guess the road that we take together still doesn't go very far.
I can take and deal with your insults but you can't take my shit then so be it.

Lastly, people with 爱理不理 attitude, don't come and play with my feeling!

I am not your toy.

As I grow older, family really matters to me because they are the ones who will not change and will not leave me.

Brand New Start of 2016

Hello, how have you been?

I hope you have fun and a good rest during the long break.

We came to the third day of the new year already!

Seems fast isn't it?

It's also the last day of the long weekend, which I will be starting work and school tomorrow.

Thinking about it, always dread me.

I'll will be busy again with my assignments for this term so this blog will quiet down again.

Its a really short term, like 2 months, and I'll have to submit the assignments next month!

2 different modules, each 3000 words! 

Feeling really stress already. T-T

Anyway, I will still come back here to update whenever I need to get away from my assignments.

I still haven forget about my travelogues.

I need to sort out the photos and categories them into different posts.

Weather is cold lately and I'm loving the cooling day but not the wet weather.

Wear more clothes and don't fall sick. :)

I'll be back.

Cheerio~

领悟

其实多做是没用的。
有些人是不会看在眼里的。
重要的是要会表达，表现。
这就是我在这儿的领悟。

Actions doesn't really speak louder than words sometimes...

小幸运

原来你是 我最想留住的幸运
原来我们 和爱情曾经靠得那么近
那为我对抗世界的决定 那陪我淋的雨
一幕幕都是你 一尘不染的真心

与你相遇 好幸运
可我也失去 为你泪流满面的权利
但愿在我看不到的天际 你张开了双翼
遇见你的注定 她会有多幸运

思

有时候，我会想 ”为什么需要为另一半或别人着想呢？“
我能多为自己而活吗？
为什么要被种种事物受控制？

有时候，我会觉得所有的人事物真的很烦人！
我只是想不顾一切。。。
因为人生无常。。。

可惜没如果

如果人生可以选择，我宁愿选择不存在。
如果人生可以重来，我会走着不同的路。
如果可以重新选择，我不会犯同样的错。
如果可以的话，我想删除掉所有不好的记忆。

Sad Sad Situation

我为你这样而感到愧疚。。

我为我们这样而感到难过。。

清晰

经过今天感觉来的更清晰。
过去的几个月，一个人跌跌撞撞，我也可能变得更坚强多了。
往后其他的事，我也要用同样的态度去面对。
我应该可以的！加油！:)

"If you are happy, happiness will come to you, because happiness wants to go where happiness is." 

梦境

我做了个梦。

梦里，我进入了黑暗的管道。

里面带有一丝丝的光，混乱了了我的视线。

我挣扎了许久，还在寻找着通往出口的另一端。。。

考验

在人生中，都会面临许多考验。
就把考验当作一种人生经历，一种体验。
可以让个人获得成长。

9/10 of Unhappiness

I am becoming more and more reluctant coming to this space to update my thoughts and even my travelogues.
Giving up this space would be a pity because there are so much memories recorded in here.
I would really hope that I can finish up my travelogues.

In my younger days, I wrote everything and anything in this space without much thought of who will see this or what people will think.
But as I grow older, I just find that some things are just meant to be kept to self.
Every time, I would just bottle it up and hope it goes away but deep down its not and it won't.
I am quite confused with the feeling inside me and keep trying to shun it away.
I wonder how long this process will take.
I guess I just need to be brave.
I just hope time can move faster a little so that my plan can be executed sooner.
Counting down the days.

天空与云

一片天，一片云。
看似靠近但是距离遥远。
他们也许想靠近却是没有可能的事。
但云知道天空会守护着她无论她在哪里～