A Different Year - 2021

The past few days, it wasn't raining so heavily like today. 

Seems like the last day of the year, it is always raining. 

Anyway, its the time of the year to summarize the year! 

This whole 2021 is all about motherhood, being a first time mum and learning to be a mum.

One thing that I still cannot get used is to wake up as early as 6am+ 7am in the morning.

Even when I goes to office, I don't even wake up this early. Omg~

Breastfeeding journey was hard and I was able to commit for 11 months.

If I didn't went for vaccination, I am not sure when I would stop. Haha..

Looking at the monthly photos that I took of Skyler, seems like he looks different day by day.

If there's no photo to capture that moment, I won't even feel he look different.

Sometimes I do miss the time before having kid but now I guess this is a different joy of life.
I am also happy that my 2 friends have joined the motherhood club this year!

Next year, one friend will join the club too. :)

Few days ago, I thought I was pregnant again.

However, I suddenly bleed heavily so I went for checkup.

The report came back and Gynae told it was a biochemical pregnancy.

After googling, then I understand what that was.

G and I was open-minded as in, if have then have, if not then its also okay. Haha..

I kinda felt relief though because having Skyler has already tire me out. 

Popping another one will be a headache.

That whole week when I thought I was pregnant, G wont let me carry Skyler at all.. 

And he was also busy helping taking care of Skyler because I cannot carry.. Haha..

Hopes for Year 2022.

I hope the pandemic will subside soon.

I want to travel and I dislike wear mask when I am out.

Hope for the better. :)

Happy Birthday Skyler!

Seems like just a few days ago, I gave birth to my little boy.
In an blink of an eye, he turned one year old on 20 Dec 2021!

Looking back, after I gave birth, during my maternity leave period, I seems to be living day by day.

It was rather tormenting because of sleepless night, a very tiring period.

After my maternity ends and I started work, the days seems more relaxed and I seems to be living week by week.

Because most of the weekdays baby was with mother in law.

Then the schedule change to baby come back to stay overnight a day or two.

Month by month, he grow and become easier to take care.

But also have difficulty taking care too as he become more mobile.

After becoming a mother, a mother will always be so worried about every single thing on her child.

But I am happy that he is growing well.

Happy Birthday Skyler.

Mummy loves you always!