Fuck up life coz of her around...

Grandma just came in and talk to me ahwile just now.
She said mum everyday sits in front of computer and game only.
Never packed the house.
Also sis can go out from nite to morning, she never scold while i go out overnite she make noise.
Its just that grandma didnt want to voice out only.
Even grandma got eyes to see loh.

Mum always make that sarcastic remark saying i yesterday never come back home and sleep.
For example today, while i was vacuuming the floor.
Grandma thought that i am going out cos i was dressed in outing wear.
Then, mum said to grandma that i didnt came home today.
Grandma replied to her that its okay because i am grown up already.
I guess mum's unhappy.

Now, i am doubting that my dad saying grandparent is not happy with me for staying overnite now.
I think its just that they are unhappy with me themselves or its mum!

After that conversation, i told mum that i Sunday got vacuum loh.
I do it automatically that day without anyone asking me to do it loh.
She's like so damn pissed and shouted to me "NEXT TIME DONT NEED VACUUM LAH!"
You know what is "What the hell anot?"
She din even appreciate what i do for her and she still can raise her voice at me.
Din even ask sis to vacuum lea.
And due to bro in NS, i am the one helping her and not even a Thank You from her.
Still get scolded from her! @#$%^&*()
Crazy woman~

I thought she's the housewife in the house?
Everyday computer only.
Washing plates also not she do.
Everybody in the house will wash their own plates after eating.
She also, dont cook everyday.
She also dont wash clothes everyday too.
She also dont mop the floor everyday also.

One more thing i hate is that she keep sayin us wasting electricity.
She, herself even doing it so she where gt the rights to say us.
Money also not she pay is DAD pay loh.
Sickening lea, gt this kind of mother in my life.

WHY?
Cos i am the eldest~
So i must be guai, i must do every shit, i must tk every shit from you izzit?
Bloody hell..
I not human izzit?

That time, she even ask me to give her $400 - $500 when i found a job.
I really think she crazy loh.
I rather give dad than give to her lah.
Last time, everyday pocket money also not she give one.
So, where she got the rights to ask from me?
I even more afraid she go and buy 4D lah..
Every week can waste a few hundreds to buy 4D loh.
Really crazy lah..

That day, i heard my dad talking to his friend saying now bills getting higher due to grandparents staying over.
He's the only breadwinner.
I think mum should go out and work to help dad loh.
Really cant stand her everyday playing computer games can.

Whatever lah..
Its like no one say talk back.
Unless i talk to dad or grandma tell dad the incident.
I am only her child, i got no rights to raise voice.
Unfillial, strike by lightning. whatever.
I can only say behind her back.
But you know, i know can already.
Haix...

Graduation Day

Gathered some photos already.
So now i am going to blog about the BIG DAY!

The ceremony started at 9am.
And we graduates have to report at 7.45am - 8.15am.
Met up with Hanisha and we went to register.
Then saw Hui San and Jack.
And after that Lixian came.
Hanisha is damn sway can.
She forget to bring her gown. -.-"
Den she called her mum and ask her to bring it down.
Mum and Dad came down by themselves.
They called me when i am going into the auditorium. LOL.

Anyway, going up on stage to receive the transcript, the incident is just like so fast loh.
I dont even have the chance of getting nervous. O.O
I hope the picture i took look nice. HAHA
And oh, i think the MC read my full name correctly.

OK, the day is seriously FUN!
Went around taking a lot of pictures.
I manage to get some cos the pictures are all with my friends.
I didnt bring my own cameras.

Here goes the pictures.


Group pics


The Girls


Salute!


FYP 2!!


My best 2 usuals. (:


LIXIAN!!


HUISAN!!


JACK!!


MOSES!! -on the day is his bday somemore!!


NATASHA!!


CARINN!!


With TINGTING!!

SEE SEE, all of us look so HAPPY in the photos. :D

Ok, i took pics with my parents, Hanisha, Taufiq and Weiling too.
Hani, Fiq and Weiling haven sent me the photos.

Anyway, I AM OFFICIALLY A DIPLOMA HOLDER!!
YEAHHHH!!!
However, i kinda miss RP days.
Though sometimes i hate the some of the facilitators, some classes but other than that I LOVE MY BELOVED RP FRIENDS, THE FOOD and THE MEMORIES!!! HAHA!

Veron's 21st Birthday Early Celebration

Celebrating my dearest Sista, the da jie da, 21st birthday today.
Her actually bday is on 28 March, Friday.

Yan's mum came to fetch me over to Mui's house because it was raining very heavily.
When we reached, we went to find ShuZhen.
Not long after, Stella came too.
Chatted for awhile, den ard 5.30pm Hanisha came and all of us went to find her.
Accompany her to Northpoint to get Mui's present den back to her house.

Back to her house, we ate.
She ordered buffet and there's bbq too.





Cake cutting session @ around 7pm.


Mango Cake which i dont eat. -.-"


That's the birthday girl. [:

After that, we went back to her room to use computer, chit chats and some photo-taking.
Ard 9pm+, Hanisha, Stella and ShuZhen went home first.
Left Yan and me to accompany her for awhile.
Ard 10.15pm, we left her place and went home.

Mui glad that u love our present to you.
Hope you enjoy your day! :D


Yeah, the 3 of us. Yan forever not cooperative.


Me with Birthday girl~


See, again.. =/


Hanisha!!


Sweet ShuZhen.. =)


lalala, stella~ :D


So candid huh.
Yes, arguing with Yan to take a pics with me lor..

So yupx, that's all about it.
Next activity with more pics will me on WED, graduation day!!
Try to tk pic with every1 i know.
Kinda miss RP days..


P.S: I haven post us all the pictures because blogger and the internet is giving me probs!!! >:\

MY BRO IS GOING TO BE A MAN!!

Yesterday, 14 March Friday, my bro went in to the army.
Oh my god...
HE's GOING TO BE A MAN!!!
Lolx..

Anyway, i didnt sent him off.
Wanted to, but decided not to go in the end.
Only my mum and dad, his gf and his family sent him in.
At ard 8.30am when i woke up, i decided to msg him bro, "take care, bro."
His reply was "lols, take care too."
Hahaha..
I really hope he take care of himself as at home there's mum to help him wash clothes and all.
But now he's in camp, he has to learn to be independant already.
Well, i dunno when will he be coming out.
1 week later or 3 week later?
But when he come out, he's gonna be a BOTAK!! :X

Hahaha, its nt the 1st time seeing him as a botak oso lah.
Cz when he's in secondary school, there's a time my dad brought him to a barber and the guy cut his hair botak. -.-
Den i think he got angry with dad. LOL!

Well well, last look at my handsome bro latest pics with long and dyed hair. LOL!


The almost latest pic during near CNY taken bahx.
Hahaha, grab from his friendster. :p

Jack's reply

Jack's long compo reply to my previous post on my bday in facebook.
Some funny and exaggerating sharing of thoughts.
Hahahax..
Thanks man.

"In reply to my dear friend Jing Ru, well, life is not as bad as it seems. Celebrating b'days doesn't mean you need to be rich or you need alot of money. Well of course money is one of the issue you cannot ignore, but its not something that you really need.

Think about the different ways that you can spend your 21st birthday with. It doesn't matter whether it's posh or glam. It's the memorable experience you spend on that day, be it with your parents, your love one (s), or yourself! Doesn't mean you can't celebrate alone mah! Celebrating your 21's birthday is the most memorable one because, you will never forget how emo it was on that day! LOL!

Here's some advance basic you can celebrate your 21st Birthday :

1. Organise a Chalet/BBQ! Invite all friends, doesn't matter whether they can mix around or what, as long as they know you, its a connection to the rest of your other friends! Who knows they might get along well!

2. Try something new, like having a party at Macdonalds! Order 200 burgers for us to eat! You can "BAO" the whole restaurant lah. Imagine. SO GRAND!~

3. Go drinking/clubbing! Your friends sure treat you drinking de, no doubt! (some say cover charges also!)

Here's some intermediate ideas you can celebrate your 21st Birthday :

1. Go on a trip to Sentosa with your dear dear, position your dear dear at one end of the beach, then you at the other end of the beach. Request Sentosa to play birthday song on their PA, then when the song starts, run towards each other in slow mo. You can hold a strip of cloth if you want, catches more attention!

2. Go on a cruise, when strike midnight, hopefully you and your dear dear at the tip on the cruise then as the moonlight shine on your faces, make sure he or she says, Happy 21st Birthday Dear/Darling. Then out of now where the sky is filled with fireworks. Lighting up HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

3. Romantic day setting - Wakes up in the morning just to your love one face, then you smell the aroma of your favorite food, realising what he has done for you so early in the morning. What's even special he has prepare your tooth brush and tooth paste for you, and willing to brush off remains of your lastest dinner. After eating breakfast, he leads you down and says he has more surprises. And to your surprise! He has rented a bi.... BICYCLE! How romantic, he even boasts it comes with a basket, where he placed a radio and plays the famous Chen Han Wei song.

4. After doing number 3, Repeat number 1 then 2.

Here's some advance ideas you can celebrate your 21st Birthday :

Trust me, its going to be memorable.

1. Thank god that you are alive!

2. Sleep through it and wake up just for the last minutes of your birthday.

3. Forgot about your birthday, as in literally.

Well, hope it helps, for all those who needs ideas.
Updated soon! :D

PS : No need to thank me much. Too much time!"

If...

If I were to choose to be blind, to be deaf and to be dumb, i would choose to be dumb.

You know why?

It's because..

If I were to be blind, i couldn't see beautiful things around me.
If I were to be deaf, i couldn't hear beautiful songs.

I don't mind to be dumb.
I can write to express what i want to say.

To me, i couldn't live without seeing beautiful things and hear songs.
I will rather die if I cant do any of it.